I don't ever write with a particular audience in mind. I just write books that please me.
By annihilating somebody else in whatever way, then that person feels that they also have the ability to, then, restore the person.
I related to his disillusionment. Thinking that he was going for this big dream. Then he kind of saw through it all at one point and went back home. Then he started a bender, which I can relate to of course.

