I used to be more self-conscious about style because when you're younger, you want to exist, you want to show everything you do.
A man in my situation, my lords, has not only to encounter the difficulties of fortune. and the force of power over minds which it has corrupted or subjugated. but the difficulties of established prejudice: the man dies, but his memory lives.
Then you figure out that if you don't throw it as hard as you can, you can put it where you want. It's more important where you put it.