Well I think in all the thirty years I've been doing this now and being gone from home and all that stuff it's really, it's not about what I've achieved and if I've become a better player, or played better ten years ago than I do today.
It was a hard time for me to have a pure moment, to be present, to be here.
As an actor, there's very little you can do if people don't want to see you. Just getting yourself into the room to audition is tough.