It's my memory, and what happened between that moment 10 or 15 years ago and now, there's a lot of gray area.
I always believed in God, I would go to mass most of the time, but I had no idea of the calling to holiness.
And from my place, and from the time that I went through my divorce, I also had my father pass away in the middle of all that. And it kind of made everything else just kind of like the back burner, you know.

