It's my memory, and what happened between that moment 10 or 15 years ago and now, there's a lot of gray area.
This is a job and Survivor is a game show. So, this is something to take seriously and work really hard at.
I was always too mature for my age - and not very happy. I had no young friends. I wish I could go back to those days. If I could only live it all again, how I would play and enjoy other girls. What a fool I was.

