I don't think I would describe my sense of humor. Doesn't sound like the kind of thing I'd do.
Either your understanding of the meaning of music is there from the beginning or it is not.
I would sum up my fear about the future in one word: boring. And that's my one fear: that everything has happened; nothing exciting or new or interesting is ever going to happen again... the future is just going to be a vast, conforming suburb of the soul.