There's a difference between solitude and loneliness. I can understand the concept of being a monk for a while.
You have an idea of the way you think it is, and it's not that way at all, it's something else.
No matter what as an artist that's always what you want to do, you want to connect to the audience, you want to be able to send whatever message it is that you're singing about, you want to be able to convey that - and not make them feel - you want them to feel it, you want them to feel what you fee

