I mean, I guess I realized subconsciously that this is what I should be doing before I realized it, consciously. Verbally, I don't think I had committed to it, even though I was driving everywhere, every night, just trying to get on stage.
The minute I forget to balance reality with the fantasy, I'm going back to Virginia.
A lot of American actors I work with are in character all day long. You can't talk to them. It's Method and the whole thing.