Actually, to be honest, this is a useful time to not be knowing what I'll be doing in 2013 or 2014, because really, for the last however many years, I've known what I've been doing for years and years ahead. You get into a cycle of non-reflection, and that gets a bit scary.
“There are two things panic patients hate to do. They hate to take medication - and they hate to go to doctors. They hate to come to grips.”