You must never aspire to 'finish' a house, you can merely hope to start it, and from then on it's an evolutionary process.
I'm homosexual... How and why are idle questions. It's a little like wanting to know why my eyes are green.
I hope that posterity will judge me kindly, not only as to the things which I have explained, but also to those which I have intentionally omitted so as to leave to others the pleasure of discovery.

