I think, as you're growing up, your emotions are just as deep as they are when you're an adult. You're ability to feel lonely, longing, confused or angry are just as deep. We don't feel things more as we get older.
I was raised in a Christian home and, in fact, my mother led me to Christ as a youngster.
If you were just intent on killing people you could do better with a bomb made of agricultural fertiliser.

