It's awkward: Here you are with most of your clothes off in bed with this person who you've really just met. You're strangers to each other's bodies and you're coming together for the first time in front of all these people.
I don't know anyone in the public eye who has not made a mistake and said something in a manner that does not truly reflect their intentions.
Every act you have ever performed since the day you were born was performed because you wanted something.