I never struggled with trying to figure out what it was I wanted to do or what made the sparks go for me.
A lot of performers don't want to leave the circuit, the European opera house circuit, partly because most singers don't sing many concerts, or at least not while they are in their prime.
I don't know why it is we are in such a hurry to get up when we fall down. You might think we would lie there and rest for a while.