It's not just the players, it's the culture. Sometimes it's the people around them; the people who are looking after them - the money they're given. Some of the families give up their jobs and live off their sons. That would never have happened 10 years ago.
I can, of course, think what I want, just like everyone else. I simply have to refrain from saying everything I think.
The biggest problem for me was feeling that as I became more balanced and a better man that I wouldn't have the fire to create from.