I think I've been incredibly raw my whole career. A lot of people spend a lot of time trying to look cool and spend time being guarded and putting up walls. I just never had the time. It seems more honest to say, 'Hey, this is who I am.'
At the beginning it wasn't to do with the work, it was more the experience.
Try to realize it's all within yourself no one else can make you change, and to see you're only very small and life flows on within you and without you.