I don't accept my business the way it is, to be honest. I don't like what it's become. I don't blame anyone for it becoming the way it has. It's got its own hideous natural progression, just like world events.
Letting go of things and not being afraid of being ridiculous or over the top - I think that's the main thing for me to work on.
Luckily, I'm in the position now of being able to play purely because I have the desire to do so.