I had to learn to forgive. I couldn't sleep at night. I got ulcers. I had to let go, to let God deal with it. No one wants to be mad in their own house. I didn't want to be angry my whole life. It takes so much energy out of you to be mean.
It definitely gets challenging at times. I travel a lot more now, and its never easy having to leave the kids, even if its for a few days.

