I always felt like my future was at stake every time I stepped on stage and that was kind of hair-raising. At some point I just went, don't be frightened, you can't do anything wrong, it's your show.
I'm not complaining about doing 20-hour days. It's a joy to be able to work on yet another film.
I've always been a journal-keeper. I've always tried to write about how I'm experiencing life, and my feelings and thoughts.