I listen to archival and historic recordings. I love watching singers. I learned a lot from watching videos.
When I think of myself at 15, even 17, I could simply not have done this work on an international level and travel all the time, take care of myself and not feel lost. I feel very happy that this is happening now, and not 10 years ago, as I feel stronger as a person.
And I really do think that the difficulty of research makes it more real to you than punching a thing to find out how many men were killed at this particular action.

