What really shocks me, what I can honestly sit back and ponder for hours in a lot of cases is just, 'Why would you film yourself doing that? Who put you up to that? What are you getting out of that?'
I wanted to learn how to skate backwards and they wouldn't help me and they went off and left me on my own.
I know as an actor there is a certain liberation auditioning for a role that has no beauty requirements.

