Chemotherapy is brutal. The goal is pretty much to kill everything in your body without killing you.
When you are in a band for a number of years you loose your identity in a way. You become a part of that band and then all of a sudden you are not part of that band. You are still the band without the other two members.
I know thousands of German's who are totally different from me, so we're not alike, we're not the same.

