I think it's a change that I did not intend at the time but it is clear that, from The Flower of My Secret on, there is a change in my films. A lot of the journalists have very generously attributed this to my growing maturity.
And when I get bored, it's like the worst parts of me come out. I really veer to self-destructive tendencies quickly.
Some people turn from God because they cannot understand how a good God can permit evil in the world.