At the end of it, I'll maybe do a coaching badge but I'm not going to get forced into things.
In my case, I was born to parents who were very young, and I don't think they were entirely ready to have a child. My dad was going to college and working two or three jobs at the same time, and my mum was working and going to school.
The message here is you cannot, under any circumstances, throw an object at an official. You just cannot do it.