Nobody's a natural. You work to get good and then work to get better. It's hard to stay on top.
You may not know it, but at the far end of despair, there is a white clearing where one is almost happy.
I just feel like it gets harder and harder every year with Ace getting older and time away from my husband and even family events such as birthdays and friends' weddings and things that I've always just missed out on because of softball.