There was a ton of fighting between my mother and father. The kids would be thrown into the middle, to choose sides.
I have a specialized racing bike, which is great because it has a solid build, is comfortable to ride, and is lightweight.
I remember talking to someone early on after I was sober about how I suddenly felt awkward at parties. They said, 'Well, you're supposed to. Everyone feels awkward at parties.' It's an appropriate feeling to feel.