For me it's the instrument. If I want to think of a flute and the state of the arts I hear a vibrato; I don't know what a flute is unless the person plays it for me.
I'm not allowed to celebrate as normal eighteen year olds probably would but I'm going to save it for after the Olympics!
The creative process is not controlled by a switch you can simply turn on or off; it's with you all the time.

