We all lose somebody we care about and want to find some comforting way of dealing with it, something that will give us a little closure, a little peace.
That is one of the reasons one enjoys acting. Now and again, you get scenes where you work with somebody really good and you have a good time trying to make it really work and really work well.
How little remains of the man I once was, save the memory of him! But remembering is only a new form of suffering.