I think a lot of writers, male and female, write as if their parents were killed in a car accident when they were 2, and they have no one to hold accountable. And unfortunately, I don't have that. I have parents who I care about what they think.
I think most actors will tell you the same thing; when you're not working you put 100 percent into every audition.
I don't really believe in palm readers and crystal balls and tarot cards, but I respond to the need for them.