I always knew I wanted kids, but when my mom passed away I was like, 'I want a bunch of kids. I want three kids or four kids, and I want to have that relationship again.' I can't bring my mom back, but I can have children.
It's not the style that motivates me, as much as an attitude of openness that I have when I go into a project.
I came back to do a live concert. Nobody had done that before and I know my managers were worried.