When I do watch shows, or projects that I've been a part of, I'm pretty good at watching them objectively. And that's mostly because I want to see how it came out overall, what the overall story was and how it came together visually, what my mates were doing.
It's nice to be financially secure. Apart from that, I really don't care too much about money.
But there isn't any second half of myself waiting to plug in and make me whole. It's there. I'm already whole.