Well, you have absolutely no idea what a nightmare it was to be on a set, trying to figure out how I was going to find out what time it is, how I was going to get my meds, and at the same time not have it be obvious to someone.
That's sort of what I felt... I miss drinking, I thought bars were truly holy places.
To be a member of the Communist Party is to have a taste of the police state. It is a diluted taste but is bitter and unforgettable.