I believe that music is a force in itself. It is there and it needs an outlet, a medium. In a way, we are just the medium.
I've always been one of the youngest guys on the team. But now I'm one of the older guys, one of the more experienced guys, and I have to be more of a leader. The guys are looking up to me, asking me questions and looking at me to step up.
I had had an extroverted personality with a lot of friends, but when I lost the weight and grew so tall, I withdrew within myself.