You cheat yourself when you don't do what it is you're supposed to do. You have an obligation to learn everything that you can.
I needed to take a break from performing, and from the Peas, to be happy. I craved female time, and time with my husband to feed my soul. My life now is about being balanced. I'm passionate about work and working out, seeing friends and family, and letting my hair down once in a while.
I was scared when I lost my mother, my father, my brother, my sister.