You cheat yourself when you don't do what it is you're supposed to do. You have an obligation to learn everything that you can.
“I'm still a kid. I'm like six years old. But it's just a matter of wanting to get up, it's just a big journey. I felt like when I left home that I was on a journey, and I still am.”
“What do I have to cheat for? I've always been playing against people older than me anyways. So what do I have to cheat for?”