Patriotism is supporting your country all the time, and your government when it deserves it.
For me, every day is a new thing. I approach each project with a new insecurity, almost like the first project I ever did. And I get the sweats. I go in and start working, I'm not sure where I'm going. If I knew where I was going I wouldn't do it.
In the end I didn't get a top car any more. I had no toughness left. That was the reality.