Sometimes, you feel like you've sold your soul. But if I win the lottery, I'm going to buy it back.
I think in the past I think I probably was a little too diverse, probably went from one spectrum to the complete opposite and confusing people.
It took me less than half a lifetime to realize that regret is one of the few guaranteed certainties. Sooner or later everything is touched by it, despite our naive and senseless hope that just this time we will be spared its cold hand on our heart.