I was only 24 then, but 18 of those 24 years had been dedicated to wanting to get to that moment.
I would never know how to sell myself as a sex symbol. That's not how I'm programmed.
People spend time worrying about things they think they have to have and lose perception of what they do have. You can have all the money and material things you want. If you aren't here to enjoy them, what good do they do?