Horrifying as it was to crack up in the public eye, it made me look at myself and fix it. People were exploitative; that's human nature.
That's what keeps me up at three in the morning: Who's looking at reviews of Cabin Boy right now?
I am uninterested in appearing in newspapers and on television. Many people think I am striking a pose - that I want to create a sense of shyness. But it's just not something I want to do. I overdosed.

