Chris was a friend of mine, I loved him. I didn't see him for 18 months before he died, but I'd met him several times after the accident. What was remarkable was his personal growth in his interior life.
There are lots of actors out there who are hugely, hugely talented and haven't got the breaks I've had.
Your joys and sorrows. You can never tell them. You cheapen the inside of yourself if you do tell them.