Nutella. I dig my spoon in and eat it straight out of the jar. I can easily go through one a week.
At age 12, I was put on tranquilizers when I should have gotten help. There was nothing major and awful, I just didn't feel my family was supportive and emotionally generous.
Yes, I'm very close to my family. And being that close to your family, I think you also struggle with how to become your own person.

