What I try to do probably doesn't come out. What I've worked out what I do - I might not be right - is to do something very personal, and then suddenly I look at it, up in the air. I blow it up and look at it and then I come down again - a better man.
It's like why people read scary books or go see scary movies. Because it creates a distance. They're scared, but they're not going to get hurt.