And I knew that, being an actor, you have to take the rough with the smooth and the highs with the lows. That's how it is.
I did not want to reject religion as nonsense because life seemed to have no ultimate purpose without it, and most of the good people I knew were Christians.
When you don't have much money, you worry that they'll just put you in the ground someplace and your loved ones won't know where you are.

