Yes, I'm very close to my family. And being that close to your family, I think you also struggle with how to become your own person.
I didn't know what kind of jobs, because how was I prepared? At best, I would be an AB in English.
It's fun to be there with the guys, to practice with them, arrange the balls, do this, do that, but when you play you can get some of this nervousness out of your system.

