But I want to start a family one day, and be involved in more charities, helping children.
I wanted to be a fashion journalist and went to the London College of Fashion to do a journalism and promotion course.
I wrote those poems for myself, as a way of being a soldier here in this country. I didn't know the poems would travel. I didn't go to Lebanon until two years ago, but people told me that many Arabs had memorized these poems and translated them into Arabic.