I think it has other roots, has to do, in part, with a general anxiety in contemporary life... nuclear bombs, inequality of possibility and chance, inequality of goods allotted to us, a kind of general racist, unjust attitude that is pervasive.
I've always wanted to call the shots because I would rather fail than not have a chance to figure it out on my own.
One morning I woke up and was plunged into psychological shock. I had forgotten I was free.

