I guess, what I'm saying is that when I've been this surprised by my own characters and world, all bets are off.
If you take a lie and allow your desire for the truth, you'll end up with some truth - not fact, but something that gets you closer to the truth. That's what we want. When we go to a play, we need to be assured that the experience we're having.
Americans believe that if you know something, you should do something about it.