I think the deepest problem is between my parents and me. I just don't know if it will ever be the same.
I'd known that the visit would be highly scripted and that genuine interactions with citizens wouldn't be possible, since it's illegal for them to speak with foreigners. Still, I'd thought I'd had a unique look at North Korea, only to discover I was wrong.
I didn't do it, nobody saw me do it, there's no way you can prove anything!

