I can't say it's not painful being estranged from most of my family. I wish it could be otherwise.
“The reason why I take my life is because I want to go to my wife and boy. My usefulness in this world is at an end. I can not be satisfied in any business and can not be without their companionship.”
“No, I think it taught me to be independent and never expect a handout and never wait for anybody to hand you anything in any aspect of my life.”