I had a wonderful childhood, which is tough because it's hard to adjust to a miserable adulthood.
Unless you have a perception of who you are as a lawyer, you will never be at ease in dealing with legal matters, clients, or courts. But if you know who you are and why you're there, all you need is the expertise and the information.
It actually took me a year to learn how to play running back - to understand what they were doing defensively and then what our guys were doing every single play.