I have photographs taken of me at the time I was addicted, and thought I looked good. I see them today and realize my eyes were dead.
I've made a lot of mistakes. I've bonded with some people who use you, and some people that take advantage of you.
I can't tell you exactly how I found it. It was just a process of writing a lot of stories and reading a lot of stories that I admired and just working and working until the sentences sounded right and I was satisfied with them.

