I was being foolish. An atheist can't stand behind their assertion that God doesn't exist. The stupidest thing I ever could have done was to reject His Truth.
Obviously I've gone out of my way in my career to not look good, so it's always nice to, every once in a while, get the opposite going.
Research! A mere excuse for idleness; it has never achieved, and will never achieve any results of the slightest value.