I know people think we drive around in these nice cars and we do whatever we want and our parents will pay our credit cards, but that's not the case. Sure, my parents were generous; I got a nice car at 16, but at 18 I was cut off. I've worked really hard. I opened the store myself.
I don't think it's that strange that a show has sort of a bumpy beginning. It's just part and parcel of the process.
I have a really difficult time watching myself on film. I literally cower in my seat and cover my face.

